If only I could learn to live without sleeping
This is the first time I've missed class since I started training, and I hate it passionately. I've been trying very hard to confine all my teaching prep (including reading) to the two days on which I teach, so I can actually get writing done on my prospectus and take care of all the other crap I've taken on, too. But if I can't manage to prep, teach, and go to the dojang all in the same day consistently, I'm going to have to rearrange things. I can't stand how simultaneously guilty and pissed off I feel about missing training today.